by Eugene Buica
The Acting Corps
The Acting School in North Hollywood with Acting Classes For People from All
Locations including Beverly Hills, Bel Air, Studio City, Sherman Oaks, Burbank,
Question. Why is it that some of the best actors can do brilliant work in class,
they can do sublime work at some point during the run of a play, they can even
do wonderful work once they’re on a set, but when it comes down to auditioning
for that job, they fall to pieces?
As far as acting training into the 21 st century goes, that is really the big
question on the table. Mastering acting technique is all well and good, and no
doubt the study of this most elusive art form will help you immensely and bring
you much joy, but there is something else (and I challenge every acting guru in
town to prove me wrong) that no acting technique can touch.
What is it? Well, some people call it self-sabotage, some people call it fear of
success, and some people call it neurosis. Whatever it is, it is not pretty. We
show up late to auditions, unprepared, full of excuses, we give “appropriate”
line readings as we beg for acceptance, we treat casting directors as parental
figures hoping that they either reward or punish us, we try way too hard and end
up alienating everyone with our neediness. And finally, when we leave the scene
of the crime we are baffled and demoralized. It’s OK though, since we didn’t
really try we didn’t really fail, we feel safe. Had we really tried, we say to
ourselves on our way to our restaurant jobs, we would’ve easily booked the job.
We pledge that NEXT time, next time it’ll be different. We’re going to really
prepare and do everything right and persevere. But of course we repeat the same
behaviors again and again. Pretty soon we throw up our arms in the air and say,
“I’m just not good at auditioning.” Which only means that I give up, there is
nothing I can do, and all my training, all my hard work, has been for naught. I
am a brilliant actor, but I will no longer share it with the world, I will just
tell people that I am an actor and live in that cocoon of self-delusion.
So what is there to do, how do we fix this? A lot of it will take care of
itself, i.e., if you hang around this town and this business long enough, you
will eventually develop the tools to stop sabotaging yourself. But that is not
true in all cases, and where it is true it may take twenty years. The answer
then is this: nothing short of a radical life change will make a difference.
This seemingly trivial issue that holds you back from living your dreams will
not go away until you change everything that keeps you small.
It means that you have to clean up your ENTIRE act if you want to succeed at
How does one clean up his or her act? Look at your life; look at what is holding
you back, what is, again, keeping you small. Which habits keep sidetracking you
from being focused, centered, and strong in your acting? Is it your overeating,
an attraction to loser boyfriends or girlfriends, a gambling problem,
procrastination, smoking, drinking, drugs, bad financial planning, or just plain
laziness? Which of these are holding you back? Perhaps you have some of your
If you are like every actor you are indulging in some sort of behavior that
encourages the voices in your head that say no, not you, you don’t deserve this.
And the more you try to control that behavior, the more you realize as time and
opportunities pass you by that these behaviors control you.
But don’t despair. You cannot do this alone and you don’t have to. There is much
help out there, there is therapy (be careful that you choose the right kind),
there are support groups, twelve step groups, there is yoga, running,
meditation, volunteer work, there are TONS of things you can do. No, you don’t
have to join a cult on Hollywood Boulevard or run to your shrink every five
minutes, but you also can’t ignore your self-destructive behavior and vaguely
wish for success. If you ask for success, and all of us do on some level, be
prepared to receive it. It’s funny that while we think we want careers in this
town, only a handful of people actually prepare to have one. Create that
expectation, set the stage and it will come.
If acting is only a diversion for you, a putting off of real world
responsibility, you are guaranteed to fail. It is, after all, a meritocracy,
though most people don’t think so. Yes, it is true that people who make it may
not be the most talented, or the most beautiful, trained or experienced, but
they do keep their eye on the ball and show up for their careers like true
professionals. L.A. restaurants are full of brilliant food servers waiting for
their big break, and there is nothing wrong with that. You just need to decide
which category you fall into, the uncommitted many or the dedicated few - and
then immediately take action.